I can't get that scene out of my head and it's killing me.

I've been going to G2 almost every single day for the past two weeks!
The sub and subsub comm have been preparing alot for RhemaRush like wrapping so many cardboards with trash bags in the hot and stuffy basement, dry-runs and buying materials like loads and loads of duct tape! Hahahha.
It's super duper tiring! And Rhema's like in what, 3dayssss?!?!
AHHHHHH EVERYONE'S SO STRESSED RIGHT NOW!!!

And I'm still not done with the costumes yet, my sewing sucks and I've been given so little time to do it.
I was so so so stressed yesterday and very pissed too.
Anyway, I am really amazed by those Project Runway contestants at how they manage to design and make a fashionable outfit in less than a day!
Soooo jealous, I wanna be like them too!
Oh welll, I'm trying my best though.

And and, I miss my school friends alot! I feel like I haven't spent time with them in agessss.
Cause I've been going to G2 so much and hanging out with church friends.
Well it's good cause I made new friends and we go crazy sometimes when we're really tired and we just laugh at every single thing!
But I miss Anna, Arella, Char and Pearl!
I can't imagine how next year will be when we're all in different schools!
Please don't forget meeee, we'll communicate through Twitter alright! HAHA.

Okay okay, gotta go to G2 tmr, again.
It's like my second home now since school's not counted anymore.
So yeahhhh, hope tmr will be a productive day!

It marks the day when peace will seem miles away.

I can't stand the way you hurt others just to make yourself feel better.
How you consciously/unconsciously say hurtful remarks.
How you always vent your anger on others.

I wanna free fall out into nothin',
I'm gonna leave this world for awhile.

Sometimes I dislike you.
Sometimes I don't like the way you behave.
Sometimes I am disappointed in you.
Sometimes I don't like the way you handle things.
Sometimes I am disgusted by you.
Sometimes I feel like telling you.
Sometimes I don't wanna hurt you.
Sometimes I just have to keep it all to myself.
Sometimes I feel like a bitch.

You, making me feel like I'm the only one.
You, just talk like that to every other person.
You, are just out of my league.

Yahui's wedding was really sweeeet.
I think it was my first time attending a wedding service?
When the couple said their speeches and videos of their courtship days, it was just all so lovey dovey and touching.
Kinda makes me wonder when I would ever feel like that too.
Oh well, so anyway, I met Bevin!
Havent seen her for a year alr! I MISS YOU BEVIN!!
We must go out sometime sooooon, please don't ditch me for your SOTA friends. HAHA.
Alright, I need to plan what to do next week, and maybe search for more job availabilities.
I can't believe November is ending alr! NOOOOOO.

I don't think church friends are just supposed to accept you for who you are, we're here to help you, support you, advice you when you're going off track. And this time, it's gone a little far.